"He didn’t understand it.
none of it, He knows somehow it will eventually come to this. He knows.
but Niet word still cut deep.
ND: God is dead: Buŧ I guess he desn’ŧ liek ŧ biŧe yu anymre۞
ND: God is dead: I was jusŧ wndering ŧhaŧs all۞
ND: God is dead: Ife he needs yu anymre when he has Asŧarŧ۞
He was just praying it won’t be this soon…
but he knows, that soon everyone will turn away from him, but he was so happy.
so… so… happy he didn’t see this coming.
and it hurts so much….
he doesn’t want to lose cal.
He could feel that cal’s confuse,
he doesn’t care. he doesn’t care if he’s bare feet nor that it’s raining.
He doesn’t understand why he must do this either, but Niet words echo in his head.
Cal had gotten tired of him… bored.
ND: God is dead: he nŧ even manŧinŧ yu ne ŧime.۞
ND: God is dead: I guess he has frgŧŧen yu۞
It doesn’t sound real…. but he know it’s possible.
He’s plain and his stupidity is probably tiresome….
but he’s trying….
He’s trying hard to be better troll,
He want to make Cal proud…..
his kiss heated up unlike other time they had share their kisses, it’s different.
because he’s scared….
He’s afraid of losing this,
If Cal had really forgotten him,
this will be the last time, and he want to remember everything….
he want to remember every second, and he’ll not hold back.
He wanted to be good enough… to feel flush for Cal.
but he screwed up….
oh god…. what’s he thinking………..
…..forcing himself on him like this ….probably won’t help……
oh god, how much he screwed up this time now….
" please dooon’t h-hate me……”
I just don’t want you to forget…..”
(I want to make the continue from after niet has make his evil plan on aen….. but I haven’t had a chance to rp, omg please don’t kill me. Q7Q i’m so sorreh. )
I CRIED SO HARD. KK WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH MY LIFE. FUCKING SHIT, THIS IS SO SAD.…….. /SOBBBBBB